tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20027694079150752982024-03-14T02:04:42.883-07:00My WorldA place filled with thought, dreams, love , criticism ,recipes, comments anguish collidesDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.comBlogger269125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-16278296765855639142012-07-29T02:11:00.001-07:002012-09-04T06:45:41.617-07:00Why Care any way ?Sometime in a juncture of life, you ask yourself what am I doing ? It seems sometimes that almost what you do seem meaningless and insignificant. You whole existence looks like a drop in the ocean. It does not matter if you're a life or not. All you have worked for. Waking up, breakfast, going to work, meeting deadlines, coming back home, dinner and bed time. Its like an endless cycle of just wasting life.<br />
Some would argue that yes I have achieved much and made a contribution to society. I have a name to pass down to further generations. Yet, do you think it will be passed down ? And if so do you think our next generation will be thoroughly thankful to whatever contributions you have made ? Well, for sure, its quite clear that not many of our young generation appreciate the historical legacy that has been left down. So, let size it down to you. Do your life count ? How does it count ? Tell me and I would really like to hear you out<br />
<br />Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com22tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-181528558263657872012-07-22T11:37:00.001-07:002012-07-22T11:37:09.965-07:00New DirectionsI have been thinking of moving my thoughts into a more serious direction and keep this blog for happy things ... So for the next few days I will focus my energy in making a new block. One that will tackle issues and world thoughts and philosophy.Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-52295922565518027522012-02-08T00:47:00.000-08:002012-02-08T00:47:53.296-08:00God is goodFor the LORD is good and his love endures forever; <br /> his faithfulness continues through all generations.<br />
Psalm 100 : 5<br />
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When I turn my face from you<br />
You were there<br />
When I cried and scream like a baby<br />
You were there<br />
When I soiled and demolish your name<br />
You were there<br />
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How high are your precepts<br />
Your Power knows no bounds<br />
Your greatness surpasses all<br />
Yet we have such little faith you<br />
What are you to do with us humans ?<br />
Have mercy on us<br />
O powerful<br />
O magnificent<br />
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You give and take away<br />
Who am I to demand or say ?<br />
but to lift your name up<br />
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For this is my prayer as dishonest and hypocritical as it may seem<br />
Take me , Mould me and use me<br />
strengthen me, purify me<br />
make an acceptable work in your name<br />
let my life contribute to Your Greatness<br />
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AmenDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-17185948208400091462011-11-30T09:32:00.000-08:002011-11-30T09:38:04.042-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcR_7bY_mtwGj8lVkIHm3aDJSKtMxq594qDA1FCslvQ6hAbtO4KBM5IfXu_4"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 212px; height: 283px;" src="http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcR_7bY_mtwGj8lVkIHm3aDJSKtMxq594qDA1FCslvQ6hAbtO4KBM5IfXu_4" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />Light of the world<br />You shine when all is lost<br />You brighten the way for me<br />You brought me warmth<br />A clear mind<br />And a warm heart<br />Father I need you<br />Light of my worldDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-40610309184936302372011-11-24T06:36:00.000-08:002011-11-24T06:48:04.013-08:00O.O What ?Your crimson hair mirrors the glory of the evening sun<br />Your blue green eyes enchant those who gaze upon you<br />Trapping them in a world of marvel and mystery<br />Your red cheeks are outblushes the roses of the feilds<br />Your smile metls the blocks of Iceland<br />Your beauty is a source of life to a dying man <br />It intoxicates and makes all man want more <br />Its power makes even the saness man mad<br />And its like water that rejuvernizes any sold<br />It never fails or fall dim as time passes<br />My beloved if only I know your name<br />You are found in places no one looks<br />Your kindness amazes me <br />Your passion entangles me <br />I am on the brink of being chaos <br />Thinking about you <br />Yet I know not where are you <br />You shy in the shadows <br />Hidding quietly till I find you <br /><br /><br />O, my dear library staff <br />If only you would tell me your name ?Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-6539113290733919962011-07-04T13:41:00.000-07:002011-07-04T14:04:53.520-07:00Family of love or abominations<div style="text-align: left;">As I sat half naked and fresh from 13 hours of sleep on board, images and voices from the events hours earlier hit me like a large waves. I tried to hide behind my cold cup of juice and shut my eyes to forget only to find myself meeting face to face. One issue is clear. Family is important.<br /><br /> The saying maybe overated and being used in countless films and movies as a underlying moral theme to educate children of the worth of being united. To be truthful, as I grow older each year, I find myself believing in this value difficult and somewhat estranged to it. As a child, this has been my core belief and trusted value. I would do anything to protect it. But as the years goes by, the family unit becomes irrelevant and troublesome. It becomes an obstacle rather than happiness.<br /><br /> With many arguments and sore discussions, we find ourselves doubting its meaning in the saying "family is important". We find ourselves questioning is it worth it ? May it be precious time spent to find unappreciative remarks by a loved ones or joyless encounters which leaves us dry and tired or even the petty arguments which have many layers deep of issues burying it. What was once so precious only becomes an eye sore.<br /><br /> The question we ought to ask is what happen ? How did we move from the point of "I love you" to the point of " you disgust me " ? What do you think?<br /></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-90968696731622936262011-07-01T15:01:00.000-07:002011-07-01T15:18:39.412-07:00How daring of we, mere humans to desire your love<br />A spectacle that deserves no honour nor attention<br />An outcast, a rag worthless and rotten<br />in comparison with Thee<br /><br />We make ourselves gods<br />not knowing You laugh at us<br />Pitying our endless struggle<br />O, how have we sinned<br /><br />To anger thee, the one great creator of universes<br />The light of all beings and the center of creations<br />How wrong are we to turn from You<br />To go against what little kindness You gave<br /><br />You spin the planets and command the stars<br />The universe is in the palms of your hands<br />Time bows down to you<br />And with a single word, all creation can be turned to destruction<br /><br />O, how foolish are we,<br />To turn our backs on Him<br />To make ourselves greater than He<br />I shiver and tremble of the thought of angering Him<br /><br />To the depths of Hell, I find no peace<br />to the deepest and darkness I hide but to no avail<br />Because You are there wherever I go<br />I may hide from men or the devil but I will never hide myself from you<br /><br />In nothingness You are there<br />Your words are law<br />Your might as draws no limits<br />Your strength extend to no end<br /><br />And yet<br />I ... I ...<br />I am speechless<br />Awed ,amazed, swept off my feet <br />knowing this greatest fact in the word<br />That is<br />You love meDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-39090996438904507212011-07-01T14:52:00.000-07:002011-07-01T15:00:07.493-07:00His Beauty<div style="text-align: center;">Beautiful, Spectacular, Marvelous, Awesome, Sparkling, Radiant, Magnificent, All knowing. Beautiful, beautiful ,beautiful<br />Words cannot describe You<br />You are beyond my biggest dreams<br />Who can compare to You<br />The author and creator of life<br />Your works and your being<br />just looking at you<br />No words can describe You<br />My words are meaningless<br />Letters are not enough<br />To contained such beauty<br />Such awe<br />I tremble at the thought<br />of your presence<br />I trembled at the thought<br />of your audience<br />A beauty like no other<br />My God my God my God<br />You take my breath a way<br /><br /></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-12704259660924347372011-06-18T13:21:00.000-07:002011-06-18T13:34:28.329-07:00Here in my little shellHere in my little shell,<br />I am happy<br />I am unhindered<br />I can be free<br /><br />Here in my little shell,<br />I do not have worries<br />I do not have a care<br />I do not have problems<br /><br />Here in my little shell,<br />I sheltered from storm,<br />I succumbed to no foe<br />I live my life in peace<br /><br />Here in my little shell,<br />I wonder what friends are<br />I wonder what the world is<br />I wonder what love is<br /><br />Here in my little shell,<br />I have no adventure<br />I have no days to look forward<br />I have no chance to shine<br /><br />Here in my little shell,<br />By my own,<br />I peak through the small little hold<br />Too afraid to go<br />Too afraid venture<br />Too afraid to love<br />Too afraid to be who I am<br />Too afraid to lose control<br />Too afraid to be something else<br />Too afraid to become someone outstanding<br /><br />I want to but I don't want to<br />This comfort is too much to lose<br />for the life of uncertainty<br />for a life of pain and confusion<br />For a a life of dissatisfaction<br />For a life of danger <br />Is it worth it ?Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-33641644364986884742011-05-10T14:53:00.000-07:002011-05-10T15:03:12.542-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;">BAM !The gunshot goes off<br />they ran with all their might<br /><div style="text-align: left;"> I<br /></div>stood there motionless<br />trying with all my might<br />to move even just a step forward<br />But my legs would not move<br />and the race has already begun<br />All there is left is<br /> me<br /><br />A lonely pony <br />questioning the reason of my state<br />gnashing my teeth at the wind<br />frustrated with the sand<br />angry with my shoes<br />but who is there to blame<br />but me<br /><br />I need help<br />someone to pull me out of this water<br />because if I struggle any further<br />the deeper I sink<br />Like quick sand sucking me in<br />till I am no more<br /></div><br /></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-87517014982553684842011-03-25T14:24:00.000-07:002011-03-25T14:30:58.275-07:00Melodies of LoveLove Love Love<br />Everyone is hunting for love<br />Feels like it is the season for love<br />As all the land sprouts of Love<br /><br />Love Love Love<br />Where art thou ?<br />I thought I found you<br />There there there !<br />But all I found was your shadow<br /><br />Love Love Love<br />I looked at the beautiful scenery<br />The trees, the flowers and the sky<br />And thought Yes ! Finally I have found you<br /><br />But Love love love<br />You hide in the depths<br />so that no one sees<br />Those whose seek you<br />cannot find you<br />Those who hunt you<br />Wont even catch a glimpse<br /><br />Love Love Love<br />You are a funny thing<br />Just when I have given up hope<br />You were there all along staring at me<br />But I just did not want to see you<br /><br />A chase after the wind<br />An idiot who acts smart<br />Love Love Love<br />When all else compares to Thee<br />The world shalt fade<br />And only Thee my Love<br />Shall remain<br /><br />Love Love Love<br />When the trembles roar<br />And the my heart apart<br />There you are silently<br />Picking me up<br />Licking my wounds<br />Pulling me up<br />Its that you<br />I do not know<br />Its that you<br />I do not see<br />Its that you<br />I do not want to FACEDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-90210121611660275122011-01-19T16:57:00.001-08:002011-01-19T17:02:02.974-08:00What a magnificent life ?<div style="text-align: center;">What a magnificent life?<br />It is perfect<br />No flaw No mistakes<br /><br />Without shame, without pain<br />Without sadness<br />Without boredom<br /><br />Full of passion<br />With knowledge and much to attain<br />No delay nor suppression<br /><br />A time of joy<br />with endless excitement<br />With music and asset<br />Easily attain<br /><br />What family and friends<br />Happy and harmonious<br /><br />What a magnificent life ?<br />Just that its a facade<br />And nothing more<br /><br />Because you won't enjoy happiness without sadness<br />Nor cherish passion without coldness<br />Nor excitement without boredom<br />Nor friends and family without arguments<br />Nor satisfaction or comfort without working for it<br /><br /></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-55697205348719159662011-01-17T10:44:00.001-08:002011-01-17T10:44:48.221-08:00An inspirational Song<pre>My Song<br />Vocals: Girls Dead Monster (marina as Iwasawa)<br />Lyrics: Maeda Jun<br />Composition: Maeda Jun<br />Arrangement: Hikarisyuyo<br /><br />The day ends while I’m searching for where I can vent my irritations to<br />The sky turns gray and I can’t see anything beyond it<br />Those who feign common sense are laughing; what kind of lies will they tell next?<br />Can you leave the things gotten that way carefully embellished?<br />But I must move forward to tomorrow<br />So I’ll sing like this<br /><br />It’s you who are crying, it’s you who are lonely<br />You’re right, you’re being human<br />Tears I’ve shed will say this<br />It’s not a lie that it’s so beautiful, even like this; thank you for our true selves<br /><br />There are dreams you want to fulfill and dreams you can’t reach<br />That itself turns into a dream, turns into hope, and people are able to live on, right?<br />A door exists; it’s waiting there<br />So I’ll reach out my hands<br /><br />For you who are crushed, here’s the strength and confidence for you to be able to fight again and my song<br />Tears I’ve shed will say this<br />Thank you to the miracle that we were able to meet in a dirty and ugly world, even like this</pre>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-44497034916771836122011-01-15T16:43:00.000-08:002011-01-15T16:59:27.875-08:00Inspiration from Beethoven no,5As thousands and thousands of people filled the empty seats of the great hall. Each expecting something magnificent. Each expecting to experience a sense of pleasure, enlightenment and a sense of greatness.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><div style="text-align: left;">The stage became dark but there was nothing.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">But a soft sound is heard<br /><div style="text-align: left;">It was sound of sadness and dismayed<br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;">One could cry and almost be depressed<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Suddenly<br />The spot light<br />As the pianist entered a great crescendo<br />As if giving a loud roar to the audience<br />One could feel the anger and rage<br />The stress and anguish<br />The pain<br /><br />And then silence<br /><br />Only the sound of single keys playing<br />As if little children<br />whispering their minds<br />Their loneliness<br />and the abandonment<br /><br />As it ends<br />Another crescendo steps in<br />as if to echoed the dismayed felt<br />as if to sing along with the misery<br />and with a great forte<br />The pianist stops and finished his great piece<br />The lights shut<br /><br />They crowd clapped<br />They cheered<br />Many praised and even shouted in delight<br />of the great music that was heard<br /><br />There was no words said<br />But through each note<br />a message was told<br />A story enfold<br />only those who listen<br />Will heed its calling<br /><br /> <br /></div></div></div></div></div></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-68053179490005865672011-01-07T18:08:00.000-08:002011-01-07T18:22:10.203-08:00JS 2008<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiISA3M-1X8-6uXEdvUTz3cn6YUKFmYhAYUJRlZN8n2-D0wAG_te_TC9XJpYPB_5UFgI0pn8a2Pm9XoiNJp-xxVlmVyjGj_IJBCbBjvRH3wb_4wt2aTzi-WAUxxNz7obXT8gKhlVf4vzvtF/s1600/100_2610.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiISA3M-1X8-6uXEdvUTz3cn6YUKFmYhAYUJRlZN8n2-D0wAG_te_TC9XJpYPB_5UFgI0pn8a2Pm9XoiNJp-xxVlmVyjGj_IJBCbBjvRH3wb_4wt2aTzi-WAUxxNz7obXT8gKhlVf4vzvtF/s320/100_2610.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559631514888374690" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtOnpDDr3wpdwHIRicV571FNkR79op17xdZ0VP14kF-1R1iKDmuGYUIl68212YozfWu7kxLHO3W6NMeDLAzKOhtTYLAICZB_0sS4ydthZJzfnjFSmQozLCzViVFtFOTxUyDQlCxEG-buTv/s1600/100_2608.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtOnpDDr3wpdwHIRicV571FNkR79op17xdZ0VP14kF-1R1iKDmuGYUIl68212YozfWu7kxLHO3W6NMeDLAzKOhtTYLAICZB_0sS4ydthZJzfnjFSmQozLCzViVFtFOTxUyDQlCxEG-buTv/s320/100_2608.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559631410651885602" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">JS 2008<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"> Our school picture ! What am I talking about ? Well, it is a school and its called jeremiah school, hence the name JS. Why did I post it ? Well I would like to tell you that we have all grown since the last post. Many of us have moved on with our lives. Many of us have gone to pursue a degree and a respected future. Some of us have even had life partners and even been very active members in University. Some of have gone overseas and others have stayed back to study. What really amazes me is that we have travelled so far in 3 years that this seems to be only a memory.<br /><br /> Guys if you ever get to read this . How have you been ? Remember the promises we had ? That we would stick together ? I guess that won't happen. It does not matter. How is your walk with God ? Have you strayed away ? Have you been walking beside Him or away from Him ? Have to been destroyed by depression and sad events in your life ? Have you been blinded from what is in front of you that you forgot what is above ? Have you been so afraid of speaking out when you should ? Have you been lost in a maze and seem to be heading the wrong direction ? I wonder.<br /><br /> I am not here to judge because similarly I have been in those questions and doubts. I feel that I am running a rat race with no purpose or end. I guess when times are hard. You become hardened. So guys if you read this, I just have one thing to say ! I am turning my face back to Him. The fact I have not posted this up is to tell you that I want to make this a reality before telling you guys. Anyways take care and be strong.<br /></div></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-82100412403055222202011-01-03T18:45:00.000-08:002011-01-03T19:02:31.382-08:00Have you ever have the feeling that you are going around in circles like an endless maze ? It a feeling like just when you are about to reach the exit, you find yourself at the start once more. It became so hard that you welled up in your comfort zone. You became so comfortable until you forgot how to try ? I guess things will never move until you take that step forward. Its not that step forward but that unwilling to give up attitude must be present. And Oh yeah, I forgot the most important part. You need someone stronger pulling you out. Guiding you and pulling you out. They play an essential role. As for me, I know God will pull me out because I have faith in Him. Because I know He is good . Because I know that He loves me infinitely that I could never comprehend. He loves my soul and my being. And even though I really don't know what will happen when I pass away. Of which religion is the true way. I am living this live following Christ. For a very simple reason, I believe in Love. Why do sound so vague? What Love am I talking about ? Well ladies and gentlemen, its a warm feeling when comes upon you. You feel that emptiness within you filled. You feel that you belonged in this place. That nothing and nothing can take that place away from you. You ask me why do people run away from this love ? There are many reasons. The first to count is fear. A fear of the unknown, a fear of the troubles, a fear of rejection from loved ones. A fear of discrimination and alienation. Second reason would be pleasure and escapism. They would rather dwell on the "fake" pleasures than to wait for the real deal. And the third. A burn out. That is what happen when one forgets this love. He could recall this feeling as his heart has gone cold. He would accept this love because he cannot sense it anymore. Just like a man who has become blind. It would be heart for love enter his heart.Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-17510382318402788102011-01-02T10:26:00.001-08:002011-01-02T10:30:30.280-08:00Three people<div style="text-align: left;">3 people standing in front of me<br /><br />One who I do not love<br />One who I hope to loved<br />One who I loved<br /><br />One came<br />One ran<br />One walked away<br /><br />Love is a tragedy<br />It brings pain<br />It bring grieve<br />It storm a person's heart<br /><br />Love is also a haven<br />It bring comfort<br />It brings excitement<br />It brings joy<br /><br />Three people standing in front of me<br />And they seem so far away<br /></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-71263932536387857862011-01-01T17:54:00.000-08:002011-01-01T18:00:01.443-08:00New heart2010 holds many significant changes in my life. Some events are just tragic, Some events have been full of excitement and Some have been heart warming. I just noticed that in every event I have been through there was one person behind it and that is God. Whether it was sitting on my bed and being totally lost and self destructive or on cloud 9 and the adventures. He pulled my through my depression and lost. The pain of separation, the confusion, the fear and the disillusion. He rejoiced with my accomplishments, reliefs, and thought many great life lessons. What holds on ahead ?<br /><br />I would not like to make a new year resolution in which I might not keep (i checked ). Rather a yearning for a new heart. A new start ! Some tend to celebrate a "birthday" or a celebration to welcome a new perspective in life. I just want to hold on and hopefully walk forward with strength.Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-70121149104455783212010-12-19T08:37:00.001-08:002010-12-19T08:49:51.387-08:00A message to youIf only you could read this, I really wish you could.<br /><br /> Dear friend,<br /> You are going down a path<br /> A path which brings pain<br /> Pain to you and others<br /> Others that love you<br /><br /> You are trying to get attention<br /> Attention that you always got,<br /> Gotten despite you realizing it<br /> It was there beside all along<br /> <br /> Along with the love and recognition<br /> Recognition that you thought<br /> You thought you lost<br /> Your lost is found here<br /><br /> Here in this humble heart<br /> Heart that is longing<br /> Longing for your return<br /> Your return that would joyous<br /> <br /> Joy and celebration<br /> Celebration when you are found<br /> Found and belong<br /> <br /> If only you could hear<br /> Hear my warnings<br /> Warnings and signs<br /> Signs to run and flee<br /> Flee from this path<br /> This path of destruction<br /> Destruction that meets you<br /> <br /> If only you could hearDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-27890450449924837642010-12-18T09:31:00.000-08:002010-12-18T09:49:20.434-08:00HopeHave you ever had those times when you know that someone is going to the wrong direction and there is nothing you can do about it ?<br />Have you ever felt so helpless waiting at home while others go out and fight ?<br />Have you ever been in a situation where you could do more to help or console someone?<br />Have you ever thought that if you could just make that final bit things would turn out alright ?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.ucar.edu/communications/staffnotes/0510/images/silverlining.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 432px; height: 296px;" src="http://www.ucar.edu/communications/staffnotes/0510/images/silverlining.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />Image from google<br /></div><br /> Oscar Wilde once said: "What seems to be bitter trials are often blessing in disguise". I guess what Oscar is trying to impress on us is that if we do not give up or surrender in these situations, perhaps there is oft a silver lining hidden in the clouds and stars in the dark sky. What makes great men and women is the ability to cling on to the tiniest bit of hope and work towards it. I can't seem to find the right words to say if you ever encountered such a disaster or despair in your life but perhaps words from <b>Heinrich Emil Brunner </b>could someone give you some comfort - What oxygen it to lungs, such is hope to the meaning of lifeDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-36633729452066650002010-12-06T10:43:00.000-08:002010-12-06T11:08:07.474-08:00YouGod,<br /><br /> When the sky is too big for me<br /> When it cover my head<br /> When the dark cloud surround me<br /> And its a dead end ahead<br /> You are bigger<br /><br /> When I try to walk from one end to another<br /> And It seems like forever<br /> When I run and never stop<br /> When I have traveled the earth<br /> You are love is wider<br /><br /> When the darkness seems like an eternity<br /> And the brightest light grew dim<br /> When the world is to end<br /> And we cant see the future<br /> You my silver liningDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-34965482584733105182010-12-06T05:24:00.000-08:002010-12-06T05:31:57.628-08:00What in the world are you ?You don't feel anything<br />You don't react to anything<br />And after dismissing your friend<br />You just carry on with your daily life<br />I just don't understand what are you ?<br /><br />You go out with friends of the opposite sex alone<br />You spent lots of time with ... going on your mini projects<br />You grow closer as you share your thoughts<br />And all you expect was to be friends ?<br />I just can't understand what are you ?<br /><br />You don't react when you are talked to<br />You don't heed the warnings that I gave you<br />You don't see the distress that you have caused<br />You are normal ... Like a FREAKING robot but you are not<br />WHAT ARE YOU ????<br /><br />You want people to care for you<br />But when they need you, you smile as they burnt in pain<br />Silently telling others that " he just a piece of trash " that dropped<br />You laugh and sing like nothing has happened ...<br />I hate I hate I REALLY HATE<br />BECAUSE DEEP DOWN<br />I KNOW YOU ARE NEITHER HUMAN NOR ROBOT<br />because robots are smart<br />and human have hearts<br />So my the question that I have longed to hear ... the one thing I seriously want to know ... that it would literallllllllllllly kill me to know<br />WHAT IN THE FREAKING WORLD ARE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-37836556671979538502010-12-05T02:45:00.000-08:002010-12-05T03:47:03.051-08:00The real thingDearest Mrs Chiam,<br /> I would like to express my deepest apologies for being such an idiot recently. I know you going to make me pay by doing more house chores and you are going to nag and remind me in the future because what I have done. I am quite thankful for the good friends of mine that stopped me from making a big mistake. You see, I nearly ended up having a relationship with these two girls which I am not supposed to be in. Well, I nearly mess up their lives and mine too. Thanks to God for pulled me out and these friends who by His grace convinced me.<br /><br /> Dearest<br /><br /> I am looking forward to the day of meeting you. The affection and attraction will be intense =) But importantly, the love we share for one another and Him. I hope you are preparing yourself because I am going to work hard. I want to prepare myself for you. To be your bridegroom and husband. I want to experience this real love no matter how ugly it may seem. I wish to look into your eyes and not wanting to look away. I wish to touch your hair and stroke it while looking at you sleep. I wish to cuddle you and support you in prayer. I wish to care for you.<br />Though it may looked unreal now. I pray your persevere. Because, I pray the day we meet, the day He will blessed us. With love and care =)<br /><br /> Your loverDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-65487062151613247722010-11-29T11:47:00.000-08:002010-11-29T11:55:39.157-08:00HimWe are but flowers<br />Now here and tomorrow gone<br />Yet Your love shower<br />On us that is considered none<br /><br />You captivate me<br />Your beauty is beyond description<br />Your heart as huge as the sea<br />Your affection knows no portion<br /><br />"Oh God,<br />rid me of this dirty linen<br />that has covered my soul<br />Tainted me<br />Driven me apart for eternity<br />Pull me back to You<br />I pray<br />For I am not far from you<br />and I cant swim no more "<br /><br />He is forever faithful<br />Glory be to highest<br />For His grace for this fool<br />Praise be to him the mightiestDa Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2002769407915075298.post-35385050507306781252010-11-25T15:26:00.000-08:002010-11-25T15:30:55.441-08:00Can I sleep in your lap<div style="text-align: center;">Can I sleep on your lap<br />And fears will go away<br /><br />Can I sleep on your lap<br />And forget my doubt so gray<br /><br />Can I sleep on your lap<br />And just to think of you today<br /><br />Can I sleep on your lap<br />And stay on it till the end of day<br /><br />Can I sleep on your lap<br />Can I ?<br /></div>Da Niuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01474264704905348767noreply@blogger.com1