THE GIFT

Today was our yearly christmas party...... i thought it was supposedly to be super fun but haih ...... wat to do ? Things didnt turn out the way it was suppos to go..... sadly to say ... my day started out super lousyly.... work up to fix someone's computer. My parents took me to the market on the way home. Anyway i was dead tired when i got home ... i was so tired but i didnt plan any games for the nitez christmas party... so sad. was super lousy ... OK ........ TATs it ....... i dun wan to complain anymore.... my day was bad but it was meaningful ..... i wrote a bunch of stuff about meaning the last posting ... well to tell you the truth ....

Meaning to live is a thing we choose to do ? It is what we were made to do .....NO matter what happens to you or watever nonsence happen that you hate so much and just want to disappear .. ya i wanted to disapper today .. and never come back .... i was so scare coz my games for the christmas party turn out so lousy .... and somemore actually gave my good friend a present and didnt give me any ? i feel so terrible ..... but what it would have been if i let time pass and just let everything go would be a wast of my life on this earth.

My meaning after talking all this crap is this.... i said that life will past you by even if you dun do anything to it so y care to make a difference ? well to tell you the truth...... i was wrong ....life will pass you by..... time and tides will change ...... people may change .... situation will change ... but my absolute God wont change. He will love me no matter what happens .... He even love thos livin in Hell ..... Life will forget you time will pass you but God remembers you no matter where are you..... the thing about life is not let it pass or do somthing without purpose ......

It is living for someone that makes life so meaningful .... i dun care who r you living for ... but i tell you i will always live for my God ... the alter and shaper of my life..... no matter wat happens ... He will love eventhough i may hate or condemned Him