I feel that guys nowadays dun wan to stand up for their sisters ..... They just keep silent and talk about other things when they are suppose to be talking about fighting for their love ones ... Common on .. We are no whimps ... Even the weakest guy can be strong and do wat he is made for ..... We can do it .... Lets do our part and Let God do his part .... I will talk more later ..
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Answer truthfully...Is there someone you want to be with right now?: Ya ..... MY JS GILA PPL >.<
NAH this is my homework .... i would tag .....
Hon ..... Enoch ......... Sieh Jin........ lets see ...... Sarah Yong .... Dan ting ... if u guys read my blog ... haha and u too Wen Dee ... I wonder i can tag ppl twice ... If cannot nevermind la .. haha .. For fun only
The results are coming out .... hmm... guys any worries ?? I am not collecting mine .... btw about our latest news ...... PAS has taken over Kedah and forming a gov ..... how to react .... hmm .. most of you guys probably have the same reaction..... The War is over ... but peace might be far away ...... ok... enough of that .... let me know what you think of BGR ? When do you think it is the best time to start a relationship ? Do you think it will last if it is long term ? Anyway i will be missing for a few days so see ya .... and ya music is my passion ..i want to go into it ... A lot of things i want to do ... but never got to doing it .... i wanna start ... maybe.... anyway a bunch u guys i will be missing since i wont be online ... haiz .... oh ya ig You don't think I had sex with them... rite?
Why do i feel so empty today ? Where are you God ? I feel so dry..... Have i fail you ? My Lord, This emptiness is deep and is eating me.... Where can i go ? Do i live up to Thy name or am i just drifting into empty time wasting every minute of the day...... Lord i ask of you to fill me with your love .... take me to an adventure ...... take away my boredom..... dont let this be an empty can ....... or be it filled with things that disgust you .... fill me with what is pure and holy ... what is meant and purposeful amen
It is like an animal in a cage ..... It like all around you is dark clouds ..... It is like raining and you in the middle of it .... You wont get out of it no matter what ..... You want it to go away but you cant ....... He is watching ..... and waiting to prowl on you...... He leaves you hungry ..... and hungry and a few days you havn't eaten for days .....and then he tempts with a piece of meat and then the meat is soaked in poison ..... there is no way out .... only to hang on until the saviour comes :) When he comes things will turn 360 ....
JS has over for a week now ..... and i have just started to write ... hmm ... why ? ... one reason laziness ..... and ya basically i wont finish even if i try the whole nite so this is just a minor sum up ...... JS to me is sort of home i never had ...... i was bless to have a place to expeirence God deeper ....... expeirence his love so much more .... while what i type here would be anyone's typical posting after camp ..... to me ...... This expeirence moves me to walk a closer walk with God Himself... i can now walk close to him and my life now will be a testimony to it .... now life is slower going but my walk remains .... it is not just an expeirence .... it is a journey from which i have changed ..... i feel like Si Tenggang ... and i remember him saying ... i have returned different but still the same .... ( hmm ... maybe i forgot ? ) Secondly i expeirence what a community is ..... where i feel appreciated and loved... where my suggestions and efforts are important ..... i never had that and Js has given me that privilage ..... I dont feel home eventhough i m home ... maybe because i never really had this home .... it was where i squat ?? and i never consider a place of rest ...... They laugh at me ....they tore what I put together .... but though they do what they do ... i will still love them ... because i might be the only Jesus they will see ....... some thoughts that rush through my mine .... JS was a place i wanted to be ... but now it is gone .... now i have to be strong to what overcomes me ..... God be my guide :)
Venturing into the future will be hard for me ....... especially venturing into what God has planned for me .... Venturing in form 6 will be hard for me .... i m reminded of the teachers who i am going to face in my school .... they dont even have the right and expeirence to teach me .... I am reminded of the syllabus that is hard for me which i dunnoe i can coupe ..... I dun even know i can get what i want if i venture into it .... I will going alone into the sea of darkness .... a sea called the Red sea .... how can i face it ... where i m right now i cannot go on ..... the people around me are not able to provide the support i need to carry me through ... i will be extuigish and discouraged even before i start ........................ But The LORD spoke
Psa 90:1 A Prayer of Moses the man of God. Lord
thou hast been our dwelling place in all generations.
Psa 90:2 Beforethe mountains were brought forth, or ever thou hadst formed the earth and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, thou art God.
Psa 90:3 Thou turnest man to destruction; and sayest, Return, ye children of men.
sa 90:4 For a thousandyears in thy sight
are but as yesterday when it is past, and as a watch in the night.
Psa 90:5 Thou carriest them away as with a flood; they are as a sleep: in the morning they are like grass which groweth up.
Psa 90:6 In the morning it flourisheth, and groweth up; in the evening it is cut down, and withereth.
Psa 90:7 For we are consumed by thine anger, and by thy wrath are we troubled.
Psa 90:8 Thou hast set our iniquities before thee, our secret sins in the light of thy countenance.
Psa 90:9 For all our days are passed away in thy wrath: we spend our years as a tale that is told.
Psa 90:10 The days of our years are threescore years and ten;and if by reason of strength they be four core years, yet is their strength abour n sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away
Psa 90:11 Who knoweth the power of thine anger? even according to thy fear,so is thy wrath.
Psa 90:12 So each us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
Psa 90:13 Return, O LORD, how long?
Psa 90:14 O satisfy us early with thy mercy; that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.H3117
Psa 90:15 Make us glad according to the days wherein thou hast afflicted us, and the years wherein we have seen evil.
Psa 90:16 Let thy work appear unto thy servants, and thy glory unto their children.
Psa 90:17 And let the beauty of the LORD our God be upon us: and establish thou the work of our hands upon us; yea, the work of our hands establish thou it.
