I fell down !!

It was a beautiful scene. The man was walking stylishly. He was high spirited apparently out of no concrete reason. There was an air in his walk somehow. He confident walk pass the small pebble, skip pass a dirty plastic bag, the paper that flew, there was nothing that could stop him. But, there was one last obstacle. It was the bar with the lines. He smile to himself and looked and the guard, he was sure he will skip past this stage with ease. So like natural professional he quicken his pace, moving the left and to the right and jumps. The guard beside him saw in awe. And all of a sudden, BAM!!! He was on face down on the ground. The guard made no eye contact fearing of further embarrassment. I was hurt !!


In many a time in my life i fall and get hurt. But most of the time it is not I that is hurt only. Like the story above, it only involves a person but when things gets complicated others are involve in it. And in relationships the hurt might be deeper!! I myself am guilty of such a work! I as a writer would like to apologize for the people that I have hurt by my stupid and selfish acts, conceited ways and yes indecisiveness. I am not a man of great integrity and honor. I am a fool who is just finding my way around. I often knock into people and most of the time. I will end up alone and discriminated by the ones I try to love.

But feeling down and staying down is not going to solve any of my problems and nobody would want to help me. So, I will just have to stand up on my own 2 feet, put on a thick smiling face and walk forward. Even though my hand still hurt and other parts 2 - it will serve as a reminder to be more careful and aware of how much pain my stupidity can cause myself and others that I care about.

With that I would like to say sorry for those I have cause such a pain. Please bear with me !!