Thought i post something today. Relax it wont be a poem.
I turn on my radio this morning after 2 weeks of "rest", I thought it would be just fine but the sound that came out was musty if you can smell. The thing about posting so early something this early in the morning is probably because there somethings hidden within me that I need to express. You may see some similarities in my experience and may want to learn something from it. Your welcome. With this said,
I have experienced a broken heart, a delusion , a confusion and a break down all happening at the same moment.
About a broken heart: It is the sudden sharp pain across the chest and it leaves many in despair, and the worst part of it is the letting go of that person that you hold so close. Sometimes the betrayal is so bad and heartfelt, sometimes it is just miscommunication and sometimes it is to prevent mistrust and hurt that will occur in the future. Whatever the reason, it reaps us apart and constantly thinking about that person is painful. I m not specialist but - let go you must ! Heal you must ! Forgive you must! Recover you must!
About the delusion : The constant thought of the existance of something that one is very obsessed about. Some are obsessed about toys, games, fantasy , love ones and yes LOVE or I should put it the feeling of being wanted and consider important by someone close to you. The adrenaline of the heart race when one provides and protects. Delusion can cause one to fall from a higher cliff than one would know. To conquer it you should put reality in mind and departing from your obsession. It can be done.
About confusion: I once was struck with a confusion that distraughtthe fundamental values of my life. My religion that I hold dearly to was challenged and put to the test. Like a difficult math question, confusion could be solve by getting better insights and knowledge about the matter. Maybe we didnt look closely at the matter before we made the judgement ? Much consideration is to be made. Not giving up will be the key to this success
Why am I stating all these ? Do I know all the answers ? I'm just another living human being like you, trying to figure out life. My answers are not all correct, it rather my opinion on how to conquer the matter. I m not saying it will work or it will be easy, but it may work out for you!!
2024
3 days ago
1 comments:
i feel ur pain on letting go of someone u loved..but i m proud of u to make the right decision=)
At last, something i could understand=p
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